omg omg & oh my gosh again..
i have a more than rediculous story to tell to all you [like all 4] of my readers! LAWDY LAWDY LAWDY so whether everyone knows or not, i work at -- s u m m e r c a m p -- & have for [no exaggeration] the past 4 years, so as corny as it sounds i see alot of the kids grow up summer after summer.. and of course theres always inevitably kids you bond with more than others over experiences, similarities or whatever it may be
so today i saw 1 of my absolute favorites named Lena.. shes a 7 year old jewish silly & i met her when she was probably 4 or 5 .. shes been boycrazed as long as i can remember and last year when she couldnt pronounce her R's always begged me & taylor to have "gooyl talk" with her, so naturally when i saw her i extended an invitation to girl talk to her & we made our way over to the big oak tree that provides shade for a very little part of the turf field which is silently known as the location of girl talk.. once we got there t h i s was our conversation:
me - so Lena gimme the scoop about boys! who do you like this year?
lena- i cant tell you olivia!! plus he likes me i dont like him, ok well i do like him too
me - OMG lena who is it! just tell me i wont tell anyone..
lena - do you know who i liked last year bc i have the same crush.
me - no i dont remember. you have to tell me again! & if youve like him for 2 years why isnt he your boyfriend yet?
lena - bc im only 6 years old! i dont need a boyfriend yet. im too young. & plus, i dont wanna get hurt.
YEAH I KNOW. it was litterally the craziest thing i've ever heard... and of course im very anti dudes and anti showing feelings and have the same LITTERALY same reasoning set as to why i dont fxck with boys.. but coming out of the mouth of such a little kid jsut tore me up. i hate that at such a young age these days girls already believe that boys are dogs. and even worse when i told her that was a bad reason and he wouldnt hurt her, she said of course he would. boys hurt girls feelings everyday Olivia.. like it was just common knowledge that i was ignorant to.. theres no point to this story, ultimate lesson to be learned or anything like that. just a little anecdote that made me really put things in perspective, like damn i didnt start nigga hatin till atleast age 12..
