.fidelity.
i know i've blogged about this before but today is a V E R Y different post:
i was talking to some ppl a few days ago, one only a few years older than me, and the other many..he was talking about his wife and how shes so annoying and he just needs a break from her a lot of the times..my shock, awe & disgust segwayed into a conversation about cheating and i just couldnt believe my ears! they were like youre just young you dont get it...if you think youll never cheat on anyone than your crazy blah blah, and i got to thinking like..? what if one day i did cheat on someone? like could my distrust for the male species throw me face first into the 1 reason i hate them the most.. what if in being mislead and lied to and taken advantage for for soo long made me start doing it?! like i know i like to act like my life is just hellish and dramafilled and awful but im only 19! i have sooo many more boys ill meet in this world, and what if they all did the same shit? then im sure i would one day in a primal effort to eat or be eaten just start steppng outside of whatever situation i had going on..
.SMH.
i really hope it never comes to that, i know myself and thats like the worst thing immaginable in my book so i REALLY hope no matter what these niggas out here may do to me that in the end i can always say i was faithful. i'd rather look stupid than like a trick anyway..
i know i've blogged about this before but today is a V E R Y different post:
i was talking to some ppl a few days ago, one only a few years older than me, and the other many..he was talking about his wife and how shes so annoying and he just needs a break from her a lot of the times..my shock, awe & disgust segwayed into a conversation about cheating and i just couldnt believe my ears! they were like youre just young you dont get it...if you think youll never cheat on anyone than your crazy blah blah, and i got to thinking like..? what if one day i did cheat on someone? like could my distrust for the male species throw me face first into the 1 reason i hate them the most.. what if in being mislead and lied to and taken advantage for for soo long made me start doing it?! like i know i like to act like my life is just hellish and dramafilled and awful but im only 19! i have sooo many more boys ill meet in this world, and what if they all did the same shit? then im sure i would one day in a primal effort to eat or be eaten just start steppng outside of whatever situation i had going on..
.SMH.
i really hope it never comes to that, i know myself and thats like the worst thing immaginable in my book so i REALLY hope no matter what these niggas out here may do to me that in the end i can always say i was faithful. i'd rather look stupid than like a trick anyway..
