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i got money in these jeans so they fit me kinda snug..

.fidelity.
i know i've blogged about this before but today is a V E R Y different post:
i was talking to some ppl a few days ago, one only a few years older than me, and the other many..he was talking about his wife and how shes so annoying and he just needs a break from her a lot of the times..my shock, awe & disgust segwayed into a conversation about cheating and i just couldnt believe my ears! they were like youre just young you dont get it...if you think youll never cheat on anyone than your crazy blah blah, and i got to thinking like..? what if one day i did cheat on someone? like could my distrust for the male species throw me face first into the 1 reason i hate them the most.. what if in being mislead and lied to and taken advantage for for soo long made me start doing it?! like i know i like to act like my life is just hellish and dramafilled and awful but im only 19! i have sooo many more boys ill meet in this world, and what if they all did the same shit? then im sure i would one day in a primal effort to eat or be eaten just start steppng outside of whatever situation i had going on..
.SMH.
i really hope it never comes to that, i know myself and thats like the worst thing immaginable in my book so i REALLY hope no matter what these niggas out here may do to me that in the end i can always say i was faithful. i'd rather look stupid than like a trick anyway..

my campers bout to blow my shit
got damn

make
love
not
war

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this is just really very me

"fxck it

aint nobody trippin

na' meen my nigga"

i want a dude who dresses like this.. but not quite t h i s but close..lol maybe more like the lightskinned midget next to him.. but not a midget.. a little more tan.. and with dreds to his shoulders.. smh im busy thinkin up a dream nigga, i need to take this ass to bed

reasons i love this picture

-3 of my best best best frans are in it

-its at market friday which just makes me smile

-me & saba look WAY boujeer than we really are

-yvonne looks poppin for ONCE in her life

-the habs have their stunna avis on

deep down inside im just a sensitive little baby

=D

viva la brown skin beauty

if you keep it up you might get a damn fiesta for your birthday

I WOULD LOVE TO BUY A BOY THESE
FOR HIS BIRTHDAY CAN YOU SAY
P E R F E C T W O M A N ?

i want everything to do with you
and nothing to do with anybody else

The Perfect Guy
Hair color?:	black
Eye color?:	light brown
Height?:	taller than me but not shaq
Six pack?:	or close to it
Long hair or short?:	short unless its dreds
Glasses?:	if theyre only for reading not an all day 4 eyes
Piercings?:	ew no..
Eyebrows?:	not bushy but whatever
Big butt or little?:	...?
Chest hair?:	not a baby animals worth but a little is whatever
Buff or skinny?:	either
Teeth?:	straight and white
Section 2
Funny or serious?:	can be both when necessary
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?:	a little of both
Should he be able to bake or cook?:	cook.. ill do the rest
Does he have a best friend?:	yup & his bestie thinks im the perfect girl for him.
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?:	as long as hes trustworthy & theyre not slut joints
Out-going or shy?:	out going
Sarcastic or sincere?:	both
Does he love his mother?:	with all his heart.
Should he watch chick-flicks?:	with me
Would he be a smoker?:	not cigarettes but your a grown man, chief if u please
How about a drinking?:	blame it on the liquor
And swearing?:	more than me
Would he play with your hair?:	yep
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?:	only in his W I L D E S T dreams not actually
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?:	majority of the times but we'd switch
Does he kiss on the first date?:	NO
Where would you go for dinner?:	geisha house or maggiannos or rosa mexicano
Would he buy you flowers?:	just because
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?:	yup cause hes got an amazing mind
Would he write poetry about you?:	yes indeedy
Would he use endearments?:	not all the time just when its special.
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?:	of course, theyd love him!
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?:	of course, theyd love me!
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?:	hes a gentleman isnt he?
Would you hold hands?:	doubtful
Section 3
Does he play soccer?:	no
Baseball?:	no
Football?:	maybe
Basketball?:	absolutely & id come to tons of games
Water polo?:	f nah
Golf or something equally boring?:	maybe
Does he surf?:	nope
Skateboard?:	if hes edgy
Snowboard?:	prob not
Can he sing?:	yes
Play the guitar?:	thatd be nice
Play piano?:	nah
Play the drums?:	nah
Can he keep his room clean?:	enough till i get there to tidy up
Is he an artist of sorts?:	of sorts yes.. VERY artsy in one way or another
Does he write his own music?:	thatd make my heart flutter
Does he have pets?:	yup a dog...
Section 4
Does he use the word dude?:	he could
How about tight?:	nah
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?:	as often as he could
What kind of car does he drive?:	the best he could afford at the time
How old is he?:	19-22
What's his name?:	future boo thang

i have this.

no but seriously ppl, i adore him

[i love my campers]

so a few days ago i called myself gettin like an 18' sew in & ever since have thought i was even more poppin than i normally think i am! so yesterday at the pool i told one of the "pandas" [group of 4 year old campers] that i was princess tiana.. and being 4, she absolutely believed me.. its just the cutest thing and she always comes up to me & sometimes she calls me Olivia...sometimes she calls me Princess Tiana.. she doesnt think that i'm the like disney character but she thinks i am the real princess and the animated character just plays me.. its so cute, shes so cute and she just melts my heart.. today at the pool after i got out the water and my hair was all wet she ran over and was like "you really are princess tiana! your hair and your eyelashes are even the exact same!". sheesh i love my kiddies

yeah, the giant pictures of me might be over kill
but fxck off its my blog bxtches not yalls

tu m'adore encore? ♥

today i was told not to get a big head.. little does he know he gives me the opposite of a big head.. like a teeny head.. a microscopic biology class telescoped size head.

i mess up and fess up
get low then get high

i mean yeah nigga.

i like you.

so what.. you aint bout that settlin down shit.

i'm tagged in this picture on facebook and i thought it was jsut the sweetest thing.. this is one of my BEST BEST BEST BEST friends & her 2 sisters who are like sisters to me.. i'd do anything for any 3 of them & love love love them, they always call me the 4th sister and her littlest sister even texts me when im at college! its bonds like these that last the longest, been ridin since 12 years old playin lacrosse

omg omg & oh my gosh again..

i have a more than rediculous story to tell to all you [like all 4] of my readers! LAWDY LAWDY LAWDY so whether everyone knows or not, i work at -- s u m m e r c a m p -- & have for [no exaggeration] the past 4 years, so as corny as it sounds i see alot of the kids grow up summer after summer.. and of course theres always inevitably kids you bond with more than others over experiences, similarities or whatever it may be

so today i saw 1 of my absolute favorites named Lena.. shes a 7 year old jewish silly & i met her when she was probably 4 or 5 .. shes been boycrazed as long as i can remember and last year when she couldnt pronounce her R's always begged me & taylor to have "gooyl talk" with her, so naturally when i saw her i extended an invitation to girl talk to her & we made our way over to the big oak tree that provides shade for a very little part of the turf field which is silently known as the location of girl talk.. once we got there t h i s was our conversation:

me - so Lena gimme the scoop about boys! who do you like this year?
lena- i cant tell you olivia!! plus he likes me i dont like him, ok well i do like him too
me - OMG lena who is it! just tell me i wont tell anyone..
lena - do you know who i liked last year bc i have the same crush.
me - no i dont remember. you have to tell me again! & if youve like him for 2 years why isnt he your boyfriend yet?
lena - bc im only 6 years old! i dont need a boyfriend yet. im too young. & plus, i dont wanna get hurt.

YEAH I KNOW. it was litterally the craziest thing i've ever heard... and of course im very anti dudes and anti showing feelings and have the same LITTERALY same reasoning set as to why i dont fxck with boys.. but coming out of the mouth of such a little kid jsut tore me up. i hate that at such a young age these days girls already believe that boys are dogs. and even worse when i told her that was a bad reason and he wouldnt hurt her, she said of course he would. boys hurt girls feelings everyday Olivia.. like it was just common knowledge that i was ignorant to.. theres no point to this story, ultimate lesson to be learned or anything like that. just a little anecdote that made me really put things in perspective, like damn i didnt start nigga hatin till atleast age 12..

just changed the swag up on the blog ♥

get with it.. or get lost

if this is'nt 1 fine ass man then i dont know who the hell is.. i wonder if tiny is just use to all this fineness in here general vacinity..like got damn.. how do you get mad at a man who looks like this!

this is a D O P E picture but im still not sure how i feel about the lesser knowles..

i look like the yellow bone long hair star soulja so desperately searchin for in pretty boy swag.. i dont like lookin yellow though.. the 18 inchers doin me justice though

f i n e a s s m o t h a ******

this so so outfit do not do these loubbies justice

close up of the CLs monicas rockin

o_0 miley cyrus litterally has the worst advisors on earth.. if you bark like a dog, you start to itch like a dog.. if you look like a hoe.. imma sit at this computer & assume youre a hoe!

smh.. i love his music but not that face of his... unh unh.. not THAT face!

yeah she does kinda look like a man..but shim looks good here

happy fathers day daddy ♥

i'll always be your little one