Tuesday, May 18, 2010

OMG
im very much so over DUDE i USED to talk to but i was just going through my phone & found a pros & cons list i wrote on November 27,2009 when i was trying to figure out what we should do.. i feel like im looking at a dead person in a casket or something equally as crazy.. i still cannot believe how everything ended & like i've said time and time again i'm over the tears and the whys and how could.. and all those other post disaster emotions but its just so crazy to look at.. heres 3 pros & 3 cons..
PROS
1.he genuinely cares about me
2.he has never hurt me & never would
3.hes an amazing man
CONS
1.in the end may ruin our friendship
2.i might fall too deep for him
3.we might rush into shit & mess it all up
#drakedamn i really truly am over him, and what he did, and what he did'nt do & i'm certain by school start i'll be able to look at him without a surge of disdain running through my vains..and without niagra falls forming in the corner of my eyelids..i just cant believe the list. all the pros I REALLY BELIEVED & all the cons REALLY CAME TRUE..enough about the past though---> im [singin] gettin on down the roooooad & like how my summers started, cant wait to start making money again this friday, & have already had some great times with my favorite people in the whole wide world.